I have just hesitated eating my morning snack as my mothers friend will soon be here with her grandson, the little boy I am looking after. I realised skipping my snack would be wrong, it was anorexia that wanted me to skip it. I have just ate it and not because I felt hungry but because one day I want to be able to decorate gingerbread men with my children. Recovering for future baby Nicole’s, motivation right here.